life sucks sometimes

Jen, I didn't know you had your identity stolen. That sucks. As far as Glen goes, I don't think he's jerking me around. I may be blind in the situation, but I don't think so. I would love to spend the rest of my life with him. I seriously don't know if this is going to happen or not. I am not totally inocent in him moving out. I had doubts about his intention about moving in so I was not real welcoming when he moved in. We were kinda like roommates. I did not tell him about my concerns because I was afraid he would leave, but at the same time, I didn't expect him to stay. It's sounds stupid because I can't explain it very good. But, the bottom line is... if we continue on, great, if not, that's ok too. I will be fine. The night before he moved out, we had a good talk( I had nothing to lose cause he's leaving anyway). I'm glad we talked because I told him how I felt about him moving in and I think he understands how I felt. I don't know that it is gonna make a difference but at least I spoke my mind. He's been out for two days and both mornings, he called and asked me out for breakfast. There's gotta be something there right? Don't get me wrong, I am not waiting around and putting my life on hold for him or anything. I'm just at the point where it's up to him to decied if this is gonna work. I'm here if he wants me to be but not going out of my way. That probably doesn't make sense but I know what I mean and that's all that matters. You all know me well enough to know I'm not a lovesick fool who's waiting to get hurt. If it comes to the point where there's someone else involved, I'm done. But if it's just he and I, I have nothing but time until he gets this figured out. He is a great guy, we just got lost somewhere and he needs to figure out if he wants to continue or not. I don't mean that in a bad way. Ok, I'm gonna stop with that now cause the more I say, the more confusing it gets.
Look... a new paragraph! The last english assignment I sent in, (the one I was avoiding at Mac's party), I got a 92. I have two more assignments in English, and I have every intention of pounding these out this week and being done with it. My Medical Terminology was sent Fri so that should be here any day. Computers is gonna take awhile cause there are two books, Office Word and Office Excel. I enjoy it so far but each book has 8 units, and each units has anywhere from 3 to 7 files. I downloaded these and they are printed documents that I have to change to make them look like they want them to look. I'm enjoying it. For all you who know how to use computers, you would probably be done but I know nothing about it so I actually have to read the directions on how to cut, paste,insert pictures and graphs and all that. It's fun though.
Wow huh? Another one. I went in my closet to get my stereo back out yesterday, only to find that the box is soaking wet. So, I guess I will be going through boxes and repacking and throwing away accordingly. I don't know if they are all wet or just the ones in the corner but I guess I will find out this week. One more day(today) and I begin my six days off. Kathy, Glen would like to come with to supper on Friday if you don't mind. I invited him cause I figured we wouldn't be getting into any deep conversations cause Jesse is going too right? Let me know if you're still planning on going. If I don't hear from ya on here by Wednesday, I'll give you a call. I spose I should try to get another computer task done before I go to work. I have an hour and that's how long it takes. Ha Ha Ha. You guys would probably have it done in about 15-20 minutes. Oh well. I'm sure I won't remember this stuff but I have the books if I should ever need them. Yap at ya all later.