Yeah, that's right! Tammy it sounds to me like you are both just insecure, and imagine that; funny thing happens when you get burned. Over and Over. Thank you, Psych 101. Actually that is a class I would love to take for fun. Anyway, like I said it just sounds like you are insecure and to me that is good news because you both still love each other and want to be together, you are just always worried that what you each are saying is a sugar coated version of what you each mean, so I think you both probably have your guard up even though you trust each other it is still hard to fully let them in and you are probably just scared that he's thinking something worse than what he is saying when really he isn't brave enough to say how he feels about you and vice versa. For example since I feel like that doesn't make sense, he says to someone, "yeah, I kinda like her" and you take it literally, or worse, you think that he is being nice and doesn't want to say he's "just not that into you" (side note, who's bringing that movie to breezy?? :)); when really what he is too scared to say is "I'm in love with her and hope we spend the rest of our lives together". So basically it is like you are both a little scared to throw your real feelings out there because you are afraid they won't be reciprocated, when really it's a game of 16 year old "I love you", "I love you more", no I love YOU more", "no...". Ah, the good ol days. I think you should get off this blog, march over to his house, give him a big smooch, tell him you love him and aren't letting him go. And hey, ask for a ring while you're at it...it would save me some money. ;) I don't know if you remember this, but when I was with Jason (he wasn't physically with me at the moment) we were all at Ron and Karen's in Red Wing for I think Amy's grad or something, I think you had all gone tubing earlier in the day...I may actually be getting my parties mixed up but it was the time that you, me, Kathy, my mom went to ChiChi's on our way "home" and anway you were with Glen and I just remember how you exuded such happiness and talking to you about my relationship with Jason and how I SOOOO wished I could be happy, like you clearly were. That nbeing said, I don't think you guys ever lost that happiness; I think you just started second guessing each other's happiness which put you where you are now and in my opinion is easily reversible; you just have to make it happen. So DO IT and let us know what happens!
AWESOME job on all the tests!
It's funny you brought up the fundraising, well it isn't that funny I guess since mom brought it up and I responded; but just last night I sent Bre and Jess this LONG email basically venting about my personal frustration with my personal lack of success and I can see what they have for money but we haven't really talked about it in a while so I wanted to see how they were both feeling about it and if they have any ideas. I know Brea is gone all week every week so she has basically no time whatsoever to even think about this. One thing that is nice about grocery stores is that you don't really have to set up anything or solicit donations; you can just run the brat stand (they supply the food, you just hand it out and take the money!). The only problem is whether they have any dates open. I was just telling the girls that too because I know I brought that up before, and I'm sure we've all gone food shopping on a nice day and bought a brat (I just did on Sunday!) so you all know what I'm talking about; anyway, I called a few down here (Cub Foods) and they are booked solid through the season. Apparently they book up in March for the whole summer so I was bummed to hear that. I called the Coborn's in LF and was told to call back Thursday to talk to the right person and they might have slots open during the week, which my mommy would have to volunteer for since I can't quite do it during the week. I just called Foley coborn's and they said they are booked for the whole summer and only do Fridays and Saturdays. I was going to ask if there was anything else we could do there to fundraise but remembered right after we hung up. So whatever you think you can do to help is so awesome, and don't worry about thinking you are not good at that kind of thing because I am certainly not either. I was a little relieved to hear from you that Jess is getting bummed because misery loves company and other people going down just motivates me to pull us all back up!!
I think I've written so much that people probably won't even read it all, so I think I'll stop now! Later, yapperoonies!!
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